One of my pet peeves that I just couldnt find any reason to forget about are....people who forward back mails that you've forwarded to them earlier.
For goodness sake!!! read the sender's mail... i know you may be super famous and everyone wants to forward mails to you that you can't even bother to notice the sender's name. It is very irritating to find a mail with EXACTLY the same title as the one that i've just sent out few hours before and the WORST thing is your name is still there!!!
so u peeps out there...pls pls pls...DO NOT RE-FORWARD the same mail to the person who sent that forward mail to you! As for this friend of mine, i might as well forget about forwarding her any mails in the future...it is ARGHHHHHH...ANNOYING!!!! get it??
oh my...it doesnt sound too friendly isnt it?? hahaahha ...oh well...
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
Wonka Bar
hmm...i managed to get my hands on a Wonka Bar. and it was not an ordinary chocolate bar that you can buy from your local supermarket..its a well...a WONKA BAR!!! hahahah im sure most of you out there would have watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
My wonka barand this wonka bar IS the wonka bar from the movie. well, its not exactly the same as that wonka bar that won charlie a golden ticket...but it IS called a wonka bar. i got it from my darling who got it from his colleague who got it from London who i assume got it from a shop....and bla bla bla..
on the wrapper,its written
WONKA:NUTTY CRUNCH SURPRISE. and the surprise is...real nutty taste, without tiny nuts.
before i even opened the wrapper, i thought it was a whole bunch of crap...but when i popped a piece into my mouth. it tasted like any other chocolate bar, but as part of it melted there was this tiny little round thing in my mouth which i thought was a nut initially.
but when i took it out and had a closer look at it...it didnt look anything like a nut. in actual fact, it looked like dog biscuit! hahahahaah ... i hope it isnt! gulp
well, it is a biscuit...HUMAN biscuit,i hope!
so i guess that explains the whole bunch of crap about being nutty without nuts and whatsoever.
oh! and if you've watched the movie or if you've read the book, you would have known about the 5 golden tickets thingy. but instead of winning a ticket to visit WONKA'S ULTIMATE CHOCOLATE FACTORY...this chocolate bar gives u the chance to visit some US chocolate factory of some sort...i dont know what.
the golden ticket of some sort is supposed to be inside the wrappers...but i have yet to see any shiny ticket in my bar up till now. im not interested to visit any chocolate factory either. im sure there wont b any oompa-loopas there...so who cares about those lousy golden tickets.
Blue monday...
This monday of all mondays is my bluest of all mondays. Usually i will only suffer from this dreadful gloominess of mondays when i've had an exceptionally good weekend.hahaha!
well in truth, i DID have a really nice and wonderful weekend with my darling. He came back for the weekends and we've had our filll of being together after being apart for so many weeks :) we've had the weekends to fill each other in on the details of what has been happening in our lives our work, our families over those few weeks...it was nice. we talked so much, i was almost out of breath..hahahaa
and it was nice to have someone hold your hands again when you are shopping or going out ... it has been a while since i have the chance to do that...and to have someone to hug and hold... :)
well, thats the wonder of having someone whom you love and who loves you back!
but, he's went to his place of work again on the earliest morning flight this morning. and here i am left all alone writing my blog. then again, things arent that bad isnt it? well, considering that he could be coming back again in a few weeks time...and we could spend some precious moments together again! mmmmmmm :)
well in truth, i DID have a really nice and wonderful weekend with my darling. He came back for the weekends and we've had our filll of being together after being apart for so many weeks :) we've had the weekends to fill each other in on the details of what has been happening in our lives our work, our families over those few weeks...it was nice. we talked so much, i was almost out of breath..hahahaa
and it was nice to have someone hold your hands again when you are shopping or going out ... it has been a while since i have the chance to do that...and to have someone to hug and hold... :)
well, thats the wonder of having someone whom you love and who loves you back!
but, he's went to his place of work again on the earliest morning flight this morning. and here i am left all alone writing my blog. then again, things arent that bad isnt it? well, considering that he could be coming back again in a few weeks time...and we could spend some precious moments together again! mmmmmmm :)
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
The Wedding~~~
hahahaha...today i thought i might write about something mushy...its gonna be about my wedding! yup....u heard correctly, MUH wedding! hehehe...nahhh im not getting married anytime soon,but someday,somehow its gonna arrive wont it? (fingers crossed =S)
u c,last nite i had nothing better to do so i was just browsing all the blogs in blogspot.com and i came across a site that hosts music for you on your site.its called iWebMusic.com and its got quite a variety of nice songs that you can choose from. Initially, i wanted to have my site playing "There's gotta be more than life" by Stacie Orrico so that it gives my site that kind of LOUD n NOISY feeling u kno?
But my dear friend which is none other than Red Sponge complained that my site is too noisy, so being the agreeable, kind friend that i am ... i agreed to change my music. so there i was browsing here n there....and i came across this all time favourite of mine...CANON IN D by Pachelbel.
i really really love this song and i've vowed since i-can't-remember-when to use it as my wedding march on my lovely wedding day someday, sometime in the future...hehhhh
instead of using the ol' boring wedding march, i will use this one for sure!! well,provided that i can find a pianist and perhaps a band of other orchestra musicians to play this song as i gracefully (*puke*) walk down the aisle to meet my lovely lovely husband-to-be-in-less-than-1/2-an-hour.
then...as the song finally ends...i would want the musicians to proceed with only a brief pause with the hymn "Seek Ye First". yeaa...im gonna do that. in fact, both these songs seem to complement each other pretty well. there is already a compilation which is a combination of both of these songs. by so doing, i would have removed the awkward pause that i've so often seen in most weddings when the wedding march stops and the entrance hymn takes over. its just so weird..well,i hope you know wat i mean..hahahaha
then theres this other thing about the couples saying their wedding vows. I mean you don get married everyday do you? and your wedding is supposed to be one of the most meaningful day of your life so y should you be sticking your noses sooooo close to the wedding booklet when you read your vows instead of staring straight into your partner's eyes. thats the way its supposed to be isnt it? You are not marrying the booklet or the microphone which is being stuck rite up ur nose ... you r marrying each other!
sooo...like any other promise that you would have made throughout your courtship, you would make this most important promise of all by staring straight in his/her eye...it heightens your sincerity up a notch doesnt it? :) and no excuses such as ... i cant remember the exact words of the vows or i cant remember a thing when im nervous
For goodness sake...its your WEDDING, you could put in a little effort to memorise those few sentences rite??? that's where those long nites of memorising all those stupid dates and years from your history book comes in...hohoho..and you thought history 101 was useless!
what else is there that should be in my wedding...OH! flowers! pink roses with blue ribbons it shall be!! wahahahaha...and there shall be an arch! yeaa...!! an arch full of pink n blue roses!
and i would want my best gal friend
(who should still be un-married at the time i get married...umm..if there
were gonna still be any
un-married gal fren by then) and
oso my husband-t0-be's best guy friend. its my special day...and i wouldnt want
my best friend to be left out ;)
and of cos...i would want my lovely nephews and nieces to be my flower gals or guys or boys... :)
it shall be about my family and not forgetting his and our friends. its OUR day and about US it shall be!
u c,last nite i had nothing better to do so i was just browsing all the blogs in blogspot.com and i came across a site that hosts music for you on your site.its called iWebMusic.com and its got quite a variety of nice songs that you can choose from. Initially, i wanted to have my site playing "There's gotta be more than life" by Stacie Orrico so that it gives my site that kind of LOUD n NOISY feeling u kno?
But my dear friend which is none other than Red Sponge complained that my site is too noisy, so being the agreeable, kind friend that i am ... i agreed to change my music. so there i was browsing here n there....and i came across this all time favourite of mine...CANON IN D by Pachelbel.
i really really love this song and i've vowed since i-can't-remember-when to use it as my wedding march on my lovely wedding day someday, sometime in the future...hehhhh
instead of using the ol' boring wedding march, i will use this one for sure!! well,provided that i can find a pianist and perhaps a band of other orchestra musicians to play this song as i gracefully (*puke*) walk down the aisle to meet my lovely lovely husband-to-be-in-less-than-1/2-an-hour.
then...as the song finally ends...i would want the musicians to proceed with only a brief pause with the hymn "Seek Ye First". yeaa...im gonna do that. in fact, both these songs seem to complement each other pretty well. there is already a compilation which is a combination of both of these songs. by so doing, i would have removed the awkward pause that i've so often seen in most weddings when the wedding march stops and the entrance hymn takes over. its just so weird..well,i hope you know wat i mean..hahahaha
then theres this other thing about the couples saying their wedding vows. I mean you don get married everyday do you? and your wedding is supposed to be one of the most meaningful day of your life so y should you be sticking your noses sooooo close to the wedding booklet when you read your vows instead of staring straight into your partner's eyes. thats the way its supposed to be isnt it? You are not marrying the booklet or the microphone which is being stuck rite up ur nose ... you r marrying each other!
sooo...like any other promise that you would have made throughout your courtship, you would make this most important promise of all by staring straight in his/her eye...it heightens your sincerity up a notch doesnt it? :) and no excuses such as ... i cant remember the exact words of the vows or i cant remember a thing when im nervous
For goodness sake...its your WEDDING, you could put in a little effort to memorise those few sentences rite??? that's where those long nites of memorising all those stupid dates and years from your history book comes in...hohoho..and you thought history 101 was useless!
what else is there that should be in my wedding...OH! flowers! pink roses with blue ribbons it shall be!! wahahahaha...and there shall be an arch! yeaa...!! an arch full of pink n blue roses!
and i would want my best gal friend
(who should still be un-married at the time i get married...umm..if there
were gonna still be any
un-married gal fren by then) and
oso my husband-t0-be's best guy friend. its my special day...and i wouldnt want
my best friend to be left out ;)
and of cos...i would want my lovely nephews and nieces to be my flower gals or guys or boys... :)it shall be about my family and not forgetting his and our friends. its OUR day and about US it shall be!
errr...except that our nieces wont be 'ang mo's of cos! hahahha...unlesss!! oooh myyy..unlessss...shucks i cant even bear to bring myself to say it ...hahahahaha!
well..there it is...my guide on a puuurrrrfect wedding. hey! you gotta take my words...few of 'em if not all..hahaha..i've seen many weddings...and i've played for quite a number of weddings too :P and i always observe the couples and their families on this important day of theirs...i have yet to c a really nice n meaningful one... :P BLEKS! so...to anyone whos getting married soon or not so soon....congrats...your day will come soon, im sure! ;)
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
PEOPLE I HATE!
i was browsing through one of my friend's blog and she was making this list of 7s or 8s or 9s i cant remember...of various things.
so not wanting to be left out from this trend of making lists... i will also write a list of my own here. it will b called.....................*DRUM ROLL pls*
THE LIST OF PEOPLE I HATE!!!~~~
here it is!!!
At #10...we have........................................
10 .PPL WHO STAND ON THE TOILET SEAT
I bet most of you would have come across these really really annoying and disgusting and hateful INCONSIDERATE people.arghhh im getting angry just by describing them. These my dear friends, are those people who prefer not to dirty their useless a$$es by squating on top of the toilet seats....i repeat ON TOP of the toilet seats! nehh..do you know what i mean or not? here....here's a piece of illustration to help you understand:
7 .THE HELLO-ERS
so not wanting to be left out from this trend of making lists... i will also write a list of my own here. it will b called.....................*DRUM ROLL pls*
THE LIST OF PEOPLE I HATE!!!~~~
here it is!!!
At #10...we have........................................
10 .PPL WHO STAND ON THE TOILET SEAT
I bet most of you would have come across these really really annoying and disgusting and hateful INCONSIDERATE people.arghhh im getting angry just by describing them. These my dear friends, are those people who prefer not to dirty their useless a$$es by squating on top of the toilet seats....i repeat ON TOP of the toilet seats! nehh..do you know what i mean or not? here....here's a piece of illustration to help you understand:
This my dear friends is a picture of a toilet squatter!
So you don wanna get ur butts dirty eh??? then what about us?? us...civilised human beings who have been taught since small that toilet seats are for SITTING..thus the name seats! Why else would it be called SEATS??? if they were for you to squat on ... then it should be called TOILET SQUATTERS i suppose???
9 .PEERS WHO ARE BEING A PAIN IN THE ASS BY BEING SO ATTACHED TO MY PARENTS
9 .PEERS WHO ARE BEING A PAIN IN THE ASS BY BEING SO ATTACHED TO MY PARENTS
Well, call me selfish ... call me conservative! CALL ME ANYTHING YOU LIKE! but i really must say I HATE PEOPLE WHO TRY TO BE GOODY 2 SHOES WITH MY PARENTS!!!! they are MY ...parents ok? so get your hands off them..get ur own parents... for goodness sake! :P
you wont understand me if you've never met such people. well, they should be around the same age as you to add to the 'annoyingness level' and they should be the ones who always turn out at your house when you come back from work or when you come back from anywhere for that matter and they will sit there and talk and talk and talk from sunrise till dusk. Why???? you don have a house to go to isit?!?!?! always remember that there's this thing called giving others PRIVACY in their OWN house!
8 .BOASTERS!
BOASTERS!!! HAH!!! one of the kinds that i hate most! this type of people should be quite common. they will usually go like this...
OHHH my boyfriend got me this ..my bf got me that...ooohhh my parents got me a car,y don you get your parents to get your own car?....oh suck eggs!! >-)
just my luck...but i more often than not will have the chance to meet this kind of people since my primary school days...
7 .THE HELLO-ERS
imagine this...your house phone starts ringing and you answer it:
you: hello?
hello-er:hello???
you: hello?
hello-er: err...hello???
you: HELLO???!
~~thousand hello-es later~~
you: YES?!?!?!??!?!
hello-er: err yes...can i speak to so n so?
i think such people are weird!! its fine if they cant hear my hello the first time...but hey! get some hearing aid if u have hearing problems ok? stop bothering people who have a million other better things to do.
a footnote on this...i used to really hate people who does this...until one day when a hello-er turned up to be my bf's dad...*blush*
6. THE WHO-IS-THIS-er
ok..heres another case for you to study:
~~house phone rings and you answer~~~
you: hello?
WHO-IS-THIS-ER:who is this??
HEY AUNTIE/UNCLE/AH MA OR AH KONG! its MY house you're calling...shouldnt i be the one asking you WHO ARE YOU??? don blame me... nowadays , you just never know when its a psychomaniac calling up to ask wats ur name and to chat with you for an hour or so.
oops...seems that i cant make the list reach 10...oh well...lets change the list to TOP 4 PPL I HATE SHANT WE?hahahahaahhah!
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
hi hi
well...quite a lot has happened since the last time i wrote.for one thing...im now 22 years old!! YIPPEEE YAYY!
and another thing is...my dearest came back for my birthday ...DOUBLE YIPPEE YAY!!
lol
it was really sweet of him...hahahaha....i felt all warm and nice when we went to the airport to meet him.it really is a nice feeling to see him again after those few weeks apart.hehehe...
well,we spent a rather nice weekend of togetherness...i felt all at the top of the world...but theres this nudging feeling at the back of my mind that keeps on reminding me that i shouldnt be too happy as he will still be going back to sibu today.
sighhh...
anyhow, i shouldnt be moaning at today when i could be looking forward to the next time i could see him isnt it? or perhaps the next time i hear his voice on the phone...hahahaha
sometimes...it is these times that we r apart which makes our relationship a new BOOST.
i've noticed that when we r together, things tend to be taken for granted. be it with him or me. i tend to get angry at little little things...and i may waste away our nite out with a silly argument over nothing and so on. but when we get together after being apart, its like every single second we spend together means much more.
i know this is silly....hahahaha but i was a tiny wee bit shy for the first few days when he came bck last weekend..lol...its like we r this one new couple who just started going out together...hahahahaha...its a rather nice feeling, but i find it weird how fast i get used to not being with some1 and how slow i get used to NOT being with some1... haahahah
ahhh...the ironies of life and love ;)
well...quite a lot has happened since the last time i wrote.for one thing...im now 22 years old!! YIPPEEE YAYY!
and another thing is...my dearest came back for my birthday ...DOUBLE YIPPEE YAY!!
lol
it was really sweet of him...hahahaha....i felt all warm and nice when we went to the airport to meet him.it really is a nice feeling to see him again after those few weeks apart.hehehe...
well,we spent a rather nice weekend of togetherness...i felt all at the top of the world...but theres this nudging feeling at the back of my mind that keeps on reminding me that i shouldnt be too happy as he will still be going back to sibu today.
sighhh...
anyhow, i shouldnt be moaning at today when i could be looking forward to the next time i could see him isnt it? or perhaps the next time i hear his voice on the phone...hahahaha
sometimes...it is these times that we r apart which makes our relationship a new BOOST.
i've noticed that when we r together, things tend to be taken for granted. be it with him or me. i tend to get angry at little little things...and i may waste away our nite out with a silly argument over nothing and so on. but when we get together after being apart, its like every single second we spend together means much more.
i know this is silly....hahahaha but i was a tiny wee bit shy for the first few days when he came bck last weekend..lol...its like we r this one new couple who just started going out together...hahahahaha...its a rather nice feeling, but i find it weird how fast i get used to not being with some1 and how slow i get used to NOT being with some1... haahahah
ahhh...the ironies of life and love ;)
Saturday, August 13, 2005
ahh ahhh....saturday nite is here at last and here i am ... lonely and bored...hahaha
i think i should take back my words tat i taught allen...i once told him that only 'su ku kia' (i.e IDIOTS) stay home on a saturday nite ...lol
wellll...at least i did go out for a dinner and some shopping..but theres not much shopping to be done with just rm10 in my purse anyway...oh well. i bought a box of green tea anyway...hoping to slim down ...wahahahah
hhmmmm...im just glad that a gal has got loving parents and loving sisters and not forgetting loving friends...love u all! *muaks* yea ... its true that my dearest is my soulmate and all ..but sometimes u need ur family and ur gal frens at times like these. they are the ppl who brought me out shopping and for dinner and lunches...ohhh if not for these lovely people, my days would be even more miserable
IM REALLY GLAD! :P
oh my gawddd....streamyx is DAMN slow tonite...someone or something should REALLY do something to this so called broadband service. as malaysians we r really quite pitiful to have a broadband service such as this. sometimes its up, sometimes its down ... sometimes its not up and not down but its as slow as dial up!!!!!
its really pi$$ing me off!!! and they even have the nerve..the very nerve to charge us every mth for this crappy service! why, i know some ppl from other countries even get broadband service for FREE!!!
now im gona click on this PUBLISH POST button and i m expecting blogger.com to display a message saying "MSG NOT POSTED" ....so wish me luck , will
i think i should take back my words tat i taught allen...i once told him that only 'su ku kia' (i.e IDIOTS) stay home on a saturday nite ...lol
wellll...at least i did go out for a dinner and some shopping..but theres not much shopping to be done with just rm10 in my purse anyway...oh well. i bought a box of green tea anyway...hoping to slim down ...wahahahah
hhmmmm...im just glad that a gal has got loving parents and loving sisters and not forgetting loving friends...love u all! *muaks* yea ... its true that my dearest is my soulmate and all ..but sometimes u need ur family and ur gal frens at times like these. they are the ppl who brought me out shopping and for dinner and lunches...ohhh if not for these lovely people, my days would be even more miserable
IM REALLY GLAD! :P
oh my gawddd....streamyx is DAMN slow tonite...someone or something should REALLY do something to this so called broadband service. as malaysians we r really quite pitiful to have a broadband service such as this. sometimes its up, sometimes its down ... sometimes its not up and not down but its as slow as dial up!!!!!
its really pi$$ing me off!!! and they even have the nerve..the very nerve to charge us every mth for this crappy service! why, i know some ppl from other countries even get broadband service for FREE!!!
now im gona click on this PUBLISH POST button and i m expecting blogger.com to display a message saying "MSG NOT POSTED" ....so wish me luck , will
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
HI AGAIN!
lets c wats the big event today...........hhmm.... ohhhhh ...my 2 dearest colleague just got back frm their trip to KL...and best of all they brought me gifts ...YAYYYY...
my dearest popo aka ah ma aka poponyuk aka fluffy aka grandma and many others...(the list of nicknames we managed to give her are just countless! i hope i don get cekikssss...must keep in mind not to let her know abt this blog) gave us......................*Drum rolls* FINGER PUPPETS!! yippee!
even tho i was given the duckie finger puppet which i tried to avoid taking in the first place...i still love it (*WHISPER* i still think it really looks like fel... 'x') well here it is..say hello to my duckie...duckie this is bloggie ..bloggie this is duckie:
[OOPS...sth went wrong with the pic uploading...oh well...bloggie will just hv to say hi to duckie without any pics]
It is now sitting comfortably in between my speaker n my monitor in office...wahahahaha
lets c wats the big event today...........hhmm.... ohhhhh ...my 2 dearest colleague just got back frm their trip to KL...and best of all they brought me gifts ...YAYYYY...
my dearest popo aka ah ma aka poponyuk aka fluffy aka grandma and many others...(the list of nicknames we managed to give her are just countless! i hope i don get cekikssss...must keep in mind not to let her know abt this blog) gave us......................*Drum rolls* FINGER PUPPETS!! yippee!
even tho i was given the duckie finger puppet which i tried to avoid taking in the first place...i still love it (*WHISPER* i still think it really looks like fel... 'x') well here it is..say hello to my duckie...duckie this is bloggie ..bloggie this is duckie:
[OOPS...sth went wrong with the pic uploading...oh well...bloggie will just hv to say hi to duckie without any pics]
It is now sitting comfortably in between my speaker n my monitor in office...wahahahaha
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
hi again,
well im very sad to announce to u 2day ... that i've ...ummmmmmm......hehehe [whisper] cried.
You would understand wat im talking abt if u've read my blog yesterday. oh mi gosh...and to think that ive finally managed to get a grip on myself and be all tough abt it...
argghhhh....
its all his fault, if you hadnt asked me whether or not i missed you, i would have managed to pull through a whole day without any tears...ahhh n to think it was only 0ur first day apart and already ive shed tears...grrr its an embarassment! :(
well well...at least the bz day at work this morning did do some trick in helping me get my mind off it. my day started off pretty 'WELL'. to start things off, there was this training for the users without any notification to us developers and oh wow...did our system perform 'impressively'! o_O
at least hv the courtesy to tell us that theres gonna be a training...oh gawd!! the training version of our system was already in shambles and there it is....around 20-30 users using it at the same time! u couldnt blame it for displaying so many bugs, u kno??? hehe
and the other thing was this bugger of a client who kept on pestering us for changes and more changes everyday! come on... we r only human. i doubt she can do it anyway, so much for being oh so experienced in IT...NOT! (i hope she doesnt blog...)
ooops...gonna be going to kch fest..yippeee.... sorry but i will haf to sign off here..will continue later...i will try... :D hope kch fest will at least cheer up my down-cast and lonely heart...sob
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10th august 05
HIE! as promised, i will continue the blog that ive attempted to complete last nite .. hehe.
now where was i....ohhh...kch fest was ok ..altho it was blahdi HOT!!! i had fried ice cream...MMmMmMmM and little bites of taiwan sausage from my dear sis who so kindly brought her little lonely sister to kch fest...wahahaha.
and it was quite amazing that i really felt better after going there! HONEST! i dont understand it either...could it be the laughters i've shared with my sister or could it be the yummy chevrolet spark on display there ..SLURP
either way...im glad it has made me a happier girl..hehe
and surprisingly, my good jabs survived till now...i no longer feel lonely n near to tears when i think of my dearest..hehehe... :) thats good isnt it?
hhmm...wat else happend ytd...OH! ytd...some1 made me skip my diet on yoghurt and oatmeal biscuits for lunch.hehehe...well, im glad she so kindly offered me...im really grateful to pei-pei for being such a dear friend. she n her sweet bf offered to bring me to mcd's on the promise of a HAPPY MEAL for me. but even without the happy meal...im oredi HAPPY.. LOL!
however, upon my reaching my office...i saw my yoghurt sulking n pouting in a corner
here...i managed to take a photo of her ... errrrrrrrrr or HIM? who knows?
sigh...i could do nothing else but to stick his (oops) his/her sulking tub into my bag
well tats all i could remember about yesterday...c u in 2day's blog then :P
well im very sad to announce to u 2day ... that i've ...ummmmmmm......hehehe [whisper] cried.
You would understand wat im talking abt if u've read my blog yesterday. oh mi gosh...and to think that ive finally managed to get a grip on myself and be all tough abt it...
argghhhh....
its all his fault, if you hadnt asked me whether or not i missed you, i would have managed to pull through a whole day without any tears...ahhh n to think it was only 0ur first day apart and already ive shed tears...grrr its an embarassment! :(
well well...at least the bz day at work this morning did do some trick in helping me get my mind off it. my day started off pretty 'WELL'. to start things off, there was this training for the users without any notification to us developers and oh wow...did our system perform 'impressively'! o_O
at least hv the courtesy to tell us that theres gonna be a training...oh gawd!! the training version of our system was already in shambles and there it is....around 20-30 users using it at the same time! u couldnt blame it for displaying so many bugs, u kno??? hehe
and the other thing was this bugger of a client who kept on pestering us for changes and more changes everyday! come on... we r only human. i doubt she can do it anyway, so much for being oh so experienced in IT...NOT! (i hope she doesnt blog...)
ooops...gonna be going to kch fest..yippeee.... sorry but i will haf to sign off here..will continue later...i will try... :D hope kch fest will at least cheer up my down-cast and lonely heart...sob
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10th august 05
HIE! as promised, i will continue the blog that ive attempted to complete last nite .. hehe.
now where was i....ohhh...kch fest was ok ..altho it was blahdi HOT!!! i had fried ice cream...MMmMmMmM and little bites of taiwan sausage from my dear sis who so kindly brought her little lonely sister to kch fest...wahahaha.
and it was quite amazing that i really felt better after going there! HONEST! i dont understand it either...could it be the laughters i've shared with my sister or could it be the yummy chevrolet spark on display there ..SLURP
either way...im glad it has made me a happier girl..hehe
and surprisingly, my good jabs survived till now...i no longer feel lonely n near to tears when i think of my dearest..hehehe... :) thats good isnt it?
hhmm...wat else happend ytd...OH! ytd...some1 made me skip my diet on yoghurt and oatmeal biscuits for lunch.hehehe...well, im glad she so kindly offered me...im really grateful to pei-pei for being such a dear friend. she n her sweet bf offered to bring me to mcd's on the promise of a HAPPY MEAL for me. but even without the happy meal...im oredi HAPPY.. LOL!
however, upon my reaching my office...i saw my yoghurt sulking n pouting in a corner
here...i managed to take a photo of her ... errrrrrrrrr or HIM? who knows?
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sigh...i could do nothing else but to stick his (oops) his/her sulking tub into my bag
well tats all i could remember about yesterday...c u in 2day's blog then :P
Monday, August 08, 2005
ya ya .. i know i've already made an entry today...but i just couldnt help but say that blogging really has made me feel better.
well...i kno, he is supposed to be my soulmate and all that and i should tell him everything without any reservations. but, i think it woulndt be proper confiding in someone who needs to concentrate on his job rite now with all my unavoidable sadness and emptiness within me right now.
writing in this blog sure have made my day brighter... thanks bloggie and whoeever it is who is listening.... umm or rather ... reading out there ;)
well...i kno, he is supposed to be my soulmate and all that and i should tell him everything without any reservations. but, i think it woulndt be proper confiding in someone who needs to concentrate on his job rite now with all my unavoidable sadness and emptiness within me right now.
writing in this blog sure have made my day brighter... thanks bloggie and whoeever it is who is listening.... umm or rather ... reading out there ;)
I dont know if any of you could have noticed it, but i've been walking around the whole day with a very heavy heart. He has finally left for Sibu after my weeks of emotional preparation for this :)
well, overall, i gez i did pretty well...no tears ... YET..hahaha. well to any of you out there, if there ever was a need for ur loved ones to go elsewhere for quite some time, my advice to you is....DO NOT SEND HIM/HER OFF AT THE AIRPORT.
haahahah trust me! for the safety of your emotions ... do not do that! it will wreak havoc to your day.. LOL! this time, i didnt manage to send him off cos the flight was soooo early this morning. compared to the last time he left, i was more emotionally stable this time...hehehe
however, i still get this weird, umm...ticklish ...feeling in my heart whenever i think of him :P
isit love sick???hahahahaha
oh well..enough abt this stuff, or some1 *ahem* will start to say that all i ever talk about in my blog is abt my dearest...hehehehe
i just managed to download a Yahoo game called Tradewinds. its pretty cool, reminds me of harvest moon....where u do all the buying and selling and u get to earn some money and then u can expand ur properties and buy more n more ship. oh ya, it also reminds me of Monkey Island, yup pretty much reminds me of that.
But its really getting to my nerves how i would need to search for the stupid crack in order to play the game for more than 60 min! *groan*
i've also tried my hands on knitting...and GOSH!! is it hard!! sigh...i just couldnt get the hang of it...oh nooo..i musnt go back on my words..I MUST I MUST learn how to knit :(
well, overall, i gez i did pretty well...no tears ... YET..hahaha. well to any of you out there, if there ever was a need for ur loved ones to go elsewhere for quite some time, my advice to you is....DO NOT SEND HIM/HER OFF AT THE AIRPORT.
haahahah trust me! for the safety of your emotions ... do not do that! it will wreak havoc to your day.. LOL! this time, i didnt manage to send him off cos the flight was soooo early this morning. compared to the last time he left, i was more emotionally stable this time...hehehe
however, i still get this weird, umm...ticklish ...feeling in my heart whenever i think of him :P
isit love sick???hahahahaha
oh well..enough abt this stuff, or some1 *ahem* will start to say that all i ever talk about in my blog is abt my dearest...hehehehe
i just managed to download a Yahoo game called Tradewinds. its pretty cool, reminds me of harvest moon....where u do all the buying and selling and u get to earn some money and then u can expand ur properties and buy more n more ship. oh ya, it also reminds me of Monkey Island, yup pretty much reminds me of that.
But its really getting to my nerves how i would need to search for the stupid crack in order to play the game for more than 60 min! *groan*
i've also tried my hands on knitting...and GOSH!! is it hard!! sigh...i just couldnt get the hang of it...oh nooo..i musnt go back on my words..I MUST I MUST learn how to knit :(
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Gloomy Days
For the past 3 mornings,i've been greeted by a feeling of gloominess and dread the minute I woke up from bed. I've always dread for Mondays to come (as always) but not as much as this week's Monday.
Oh..I wish that the weekend would never pass but that is impossible isnt it ? unless i could do some magic like Harry Potter...wahahaha
Oh well...dread as i may, it will still happen and a new beginning it shall be. Our relationship for the past 1 year or so seems to be like a story book. It is marked by chapters of new stories, new lifestyles, new experiences everyday. and with the turn of every chapter, a new lesson is to be learnt as we get closer to the next chapter and the next and the next... and many more chapters i hope :)
For the past 3 mornings,i've been greeted by a feeling of gloominess and dread the minute I woke up from bed. I've always dread for Mondays to come (as always) but not as much as this week's Monday.
Oh..I wish that the weekend would never pass but that is impossible isnt it ? unless i could do some magic like Harry Potter...wahahaha
Oh well...dread as i may, it will still happen and a new beginning it shall be. Our relationship for the past 1 year or so seems to be like a story book. It is marked by chapters of new stories, new lifestyles, new experiences everyday. and with the turn of every chapter, a new lesson is to be learnt as we get closer to the next chapter and the next and the next... and many more chapters i hope :)
Thursday, August 04, 2005
well...here goes...my very first post in my very new blog. this is not exactly my first blog actually, but my first one doesnt keep me quite anonymous actually, so i've decided to create a new blog. i feel much more comfortable being anonymous...i can write anything i want without caring that so n so might read about her and i will end up with no friends at all. but then again, it all depends, i might one day reveal my blog to few of my closer friends...well, what fun's a blog if no one reads it rite?
tonite...i think i will make my very own time table to fill up my time in the next few weeks or maybe months. time is running short and i should make the most out of these 4 days before he leaves. hahaha...how i wish we ladies wont be so emotional at times. then, i would be able to act tough and perhaps spend my every waking hour playing games or summat and i wouldnt even realised he's not by my side??? well....that's just how we ladies are created arent we? we...the sensitive , feeling creature.
thats how God makes sure our children and our husband will be taken care well of, we can empathise, and we can feel ... but im not saying guys wont make good parents.... omg ..wat am i talking about...this is going nowhere...so much for my first blog .. *sigh*
ok then...i will cut the crap n go to the thing that ive wanted to do the whole day...a timetable for meself to busy up my hours. there's this list of stuffs that ive been raring to do but which ive pushed to the back of my mind so that i could spend some extra time with him (omg..i sound desperate)...
tonite...i think i will make my very own time table to fill up my time in the next few weeks or maybe months. time is running short and i should make the most out of these 4 days before he leaves. hahaha...how i wish we ladies wont be so emotional at times. then, i would be able to act tough and perhaps spend my every waking hour playing games or summat and i wouldnt even realised he's not by my side??? well....that's just how we ladies are created arent we? we...the sensitive , feeling creature.
thats how God makes sure our children and our husband will be taken care well of, we can empathise, and we can feel ... but im not saying guys wont make good parents.... omg ..wat am i talking about...this is going nowhere...so much for my first blog .. *sigh*
ok then...i will cut the crap n go to the thing that ive wanted to do the whole day...a timetable for meself to busy up my hours. there's this list of stuffs that ive been raring to do but which ive pushed to the back of my mind so that i could spend some extra time with him (omg..i sound desperate)...
- Build the Victorian Doll House which was supposed to be my Christmas present and was supposed to be completed months ago but unfortunately is still in its box now which is fast gathering dust.
- Paint it PINK!!! ... or mebe not
- make some innee weeny furnitures for my doll house from God-knows-wat
- Maybe.... just maybe....install some mini lightings for my doll house and keeping my fingers cross i don burn down the hopefully-completed-doll-house
- ok..wells thats enough about doll houses...wat else........ OHHHHH.. complete my knitting! hahahaha...i still cant get the hang of it. it is reallly complicated (well,at least to me) and i've been visiting knitting web sites now n then during work hours (shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) but i will try...hehe
- Play yahoo games ... oh YES!
- OH!... strengthen my musical talents...*ahem* my musical theory book is also gathering dust in my book rack.the dust is so thick, it will make every1 in the neighbourhood cough if i try to dust it off :D i hope i still remember how to draw a quaver, and a err.... a.........a crotchet? is that it? and i thought it was a knitting term...wahahah...now u kno i really need revision on my musical theory
- Learn mandarin. aaaahhhh...mandarin....ive been getting short lectures by someone.............hmmm...on not being able to write chinese characters what with me being a chinese and all. its not my fault isit??? :P
- and... I WANNA MAKE POM POMS ... yayyy!!! just in case you dont know whats a pom pom ...
- oh! theres still 1 more...CHAT ONLINE...
- CALL UP MY DARLING NOW N THEN ... wahahahaahahhahah..how could i forget this
- BLOGGINGGGGGGG...hopefully on updates of my err...PROPOSED CRAFTS
So there it is , my top ten list to BUSYDOM. deep down i know one or two or maybe 3 or 4 or 5 or maybe more will be forgotten 'x'
Ta dahhh..and there's my very first blog and the beginning of more blogs...hope that u guys will hear from me soon... *hee*
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