Down in the dumps

Muuuu :(

I am feeling down in the dumps again!!! sob sob...

Let me share with you abit..hopefully i would feel better after writing it down...

You see?? Since i was a little ger....ummm mebe since i started sec school la ho? i have always dreamt about going to overseas to study lor...dreamt of studying in an old old castle-like university in UK .... u kno? the kind that looks like harry potter's hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry???

yupz! thats the uni i have been dreaming of...

so i studied very very hard...cos i know i cant expect my parents to send me to UK for further studies....their pounds is 6 times our RM man!!! How impossible is that???

OK. so i studied very hard lo..i told myself..i should get a scholarship!!!

then jengggg...finsihed my sec school and  results is out! my results...i should say is quite good la :P (except for blahdi bm 'x')

so wat scholarships am i entitled to apply to???

OH! found out that JPA offers overseas scholarships! and so did the MOE of Singapore!

So i happily applied..la dee dah

JENG!!! Got called for an interview/test

after that .. no more news :(

so i told myself to be contented with local colleges lo...and even an wei-ed myself that...never mind, i can still apply for scholarships during my final year of my degree

come final year..i lowered my expectations abit liao lor..and said goodbye to hogwarts ... and wrote to australian universities...most of them say the same thing... tat i should apply for a place in their university first b4 i could b eligible for any scholarships!

wahlau..i was thinking to myself...how can???if after apply then i cannot get scholarship how??? wanto kena cekik by my parents ah?

hmm so i told myself NEVER MIND! i can still apply for scholarships when i want to study masters.

then ??? 2 years after i hv graduated with a degree....WHO WANTS TO GIVE ME SCHOLARSHIPS???

:( siannn

why the sudden outburst??? hee...cos i have discovered that some of my coursemates were suddenly thrown overseas...UK la ...US la...AUSTRALIA la...how can this be???? not to be hau lien or anything..but i bet i would make a better student ler!! WHY WHY WHY?????????

 

p/s on a differnet note, heres my most favouritest fast food, food of all..WAHAHAHA

SOB :( i am sad!